i guessed it's all fated? hmmms. to those who saw my msn nick, i really am single today already.
all thanks to you. or maybe i would have long given up on you, but all's just cos you didnt clarify much with me when i forced you to. feelings are still here, i tried to harden it, so i wont feel anything. and yeah, i did it. am very proud of myself.
today= super hyper. and yay, I WON COLLIN FOR POOL ROUNDS!!!!!!! like, he kept winning la, so it doesnt matter if i won. xD went lot1 to find ying after tt. wanted to play arcade bball, but cant top the card alr. dumb freaks! z.
so we went mac for ice cream. HAHAHA. for awhile before my mom kept calling me at 10 plus. den i got home at 11. lol.
today yet again, i didnt have enough sleep. supposed to meet him at 6.15am, so i woke up at 5.30. i gt ready by 6.10 and was abt to take bus. and he told me he's still bathing. reached his house there for sooooooo long. and then he came down at 6.50. kinda ridiculous. didnt talk much. passed me a small plush toy. SUPER SMALL ONE la. ( and i knew sth bad's gonna happen to me today, and really it did......)
got home at 7am, and i slept till 8.40 before i woke up. lesson started at 10 la. lol. met brend and eunice. i was slp walking la.z. reached outside np bus stop. we're super lazy, den we flagged for a cab to send us to blk 47. lalala.lol.
tests results= bad.
mood= emo.
mind= totally switched off.
but i completed my vtds. couldnt believe it. xD
tt's all for today.
i wanna thank God for helping me this way where i won't fall deeper into this endless pit anymore. i was saved.
rather glad that i know i'm not totally obsessed in you.
but your advice was kinda right.
be it age, attitude or character, it doesnt seemed to be compatible.
i'll find nicer ones around.
practical tmr! kns. hell. mda tmr. sleep. lab tmr. fuck off!
