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Friday, January 04, 2008 ; 02:13♥

eHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHUZHENNNNNN!

okay, i'm gonna use the word font and size cos it's my bestestestest friend's birthdayyyy!

we've been best friends for a counting 9 years, and 3 days!

and she's always there for me, regardless of homeworks which i really dont know how to do, or supper, or outings, or what ever you can think of!

she's really so nice that i love her so muchhhhhh! hahahaha!
and it's her big day today!

zhen if you're reading this:
i wanna thank you for being there for me all the time, and listening to all my craps, listening to my sorrows, and consoling me when i'm feeling down!
and you can finally, officially enter clubs without worries! :D
thanks for smiling all the time. cos it really cheers me up when i see you smile! :D

okay, and i have other friends whose birthdays fall on 4th jan as wellllll!
thomas
anjun
peiling
colin

happy birthdays to you guys eh! all older than me liao lor. z...

slowly, i realise that not everyone can make a duplicate of shuzhens for me. back stabbers,useless gossip human machines, liars, posers, 'happy-den-find-you,-not-happy-den-throw-you-faraway friends,- i've seen a whole lot right now; in this world. in this country, in this school, ( or maybe in this class ) to be precise.

of cos, i think that i'm thinking far too much, until i couldnt sleep, and resorted me to come online for no reason in the mid of 1am while i'll be having classes at 8 ltr on.

yeah, i've been thinking too much, and seeing too many ppl i dont wanna see. just taking this afternoon's incident, will be already enough to make an equivalence to sticking a shoe into my mouth, literally.

too much dreams = perish of hopes.

sometimes, i dunno whether i should be happy, or not, when i see you.
i'd rather forget how you look like, perhaps turning blind maybe a better choice?
if not, i'll choose to act as if i dont know you.
this is seriously disturbing. okay, i'll cheer up...