Monday, June 09, 2008 ; 21:38♥
blog supposed to close down due to certain unforseen circumstance previously, but i already saw and experienced what i yearned not to be.
after long pondering, i decided not to!
i hope i've recovered. but i think it's still the same.
irresponsibility was what i got in return.
but yes, i need to persevere.
that's it!
what are Virgo's characteristics?!
(wants to win and hearting only ONE person, loyalty)
definitely i will, persevere.
meanwhile, i should just slim down to 45 kilos. ( which is up to my utmost expectation since i was reaching 50, and now, dropped to 47!)
therefore, double of my standards should rise. for example, not to eat, or eat lesser, and exercise more; which is what i am doing so far.
for the past one week, i have very nice friends ( too many to mention ) who were there to guide me along, encourage me and accompanied me around wherever i want to go, instead of jeering at me for my past embarrassing outcome.
thus, i LOVE my friends! so much. thank you people.
and the things i've done so far:
went to mel's house to talk talk talk wth her till midnight!
went out with cute gekkie and pretty fione to laugh until siao!
and my classmates of cos! like, RACHEL, KATHERINE, eunice, daphne( overslept lol ), randy, ken, bryan, kx.....
gym-ing.
in the verge of puking all the time even though i did not eat AT ALL.
chatting on phone with huili for 3 hours. hahahaha.
and more....
i did so much, all because of you.
i hope you're good enough to understand why;
why i did not leave you still - my heart.
