okay, just here to basically update about the things i did during hols and when sch reopens. a lot of things to be done, but i dont have much time.

okay, this is the waterfest thingy i was working with rachel a week ago. one word, fun.

and hello! this is my beloved rachel seah. HAHAHAHA YOOOOO! wad a big hand you have! you take care of yourself babe! i really wish to see you in school with your perfect smile again with no more crying! my heart go seahlalalala! :D

okay, back to the water fest thing. the weather was damn coooooooooool. it was so hot that from afar, you can see the hot air vibration. it's damn hot.

my booth. and my colleagues. i know i was damn quiet. but i really have nothing to talk to them. but you all know that when i am noisy, i can be very noisy. so, for the 2 days of work, i am mostly always alone! fuck.

stupid forms.

sexy B! :)


me and lala

competitions for all the wake boarding angmohs. damn handsome only. and some pretty girls. and some koreans. and two eurasians.


my booth.
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


OKAY, things ended. and SCHOOL TIME! yay.
it was shujuan's birthday! it was a damn last min surprise for her! it was damn cool. we smashed her cake on her face.




not dirty enough.
yay! cool.



mel, juan, me. bff! :)

school was hectic, all i wanna say is i don't have the time to breathe. and everytime i reach home, my family members love to give me sick faces which makes me don't feel like going home. and even if i go home, i will be tied down by millions of questions, millions. i have no mood to reply, i have no mood to talk either. back home, i don't really talk to my parents. we have gg. so, we don't talk much. all i do is reach home, eat, bathe, use lappy, close door, slp. routine it is. i hope things will have changes, but not all the time. i don't know why, i don't know what to do. we all have no common topic. in school, i have to act like i am fine, when i am not. i don't want things at home to bother me when i am outside. i am growing up, my mind. fine thinking.



not only at home, in school, i am faced with millions of unknown answers. i cannot seem to wake up on time for school despite the fact that i am having at least 8 hrs of slp per day. i have to work. i have so many things to buy, i need it, i greed for it, but i have no money to buy. yes, my new watch, shorts, skirt and top. i still got many things i want, i am greedy. not only me, many people are similar as me. but, one thing at a time. we cannot accomplish so many tasks in one time. work- i am working out all my frustrations. after suntec's one which was closed down, i felt the depression already. united sq is so busy i dont really have the time to breathe. it sucks. no, i mean, suntec is definitely better.




and, what do i want in life? after school, shop? go home? or stay in school? all= no life either! if you play, your work deteriorates, if you dont, you have no life. but all the time when i play, i will think. thinking about how hard my parents are earning the money. they all are hard earned money. i am not rich. so, money is important to me. i repeat. i am not rich.


the world has changed. many people i see these days ARE SO FAKE. how i wish you know i am referring to you.


after my work one day, i stepped into a train. i saw seats. i was exhausted as well. almost walking near to the seat. almost. and then, i realised sth on the floor. piles of cereals. no, i mean, vomit. ha. lucky me, i didnt step onto it. if not, gong xi! a while later, someone came in talking on phone chit chatting happily. and tadah! she stepped onto it! gong xi to her. and why! the person just left the pile of vomit there even without cleaning it up?!




a while more, an old granny of 60 plus looks with her mid 40s-lookalike daughter entered the train. they wanted to sit on the seats which the flooring was dirty as well. thus, i gave up my seat to her. she just snatched the seat, without even thanking me. not even a smile! i looked at her again. she went to look elsewhere. bastard. see, the world is becoming like this! but of cos, i can't determine the world this way by just seeing the way how one is like.




on the other transferred train i took, the granny ran into the train to search for seats. and a guy beside me tuned his psp to the max for his music. another asshole. forget it. this is our world.



anyway, i cleared my whole wardrobe and table. it is not clean and tidy. but still, nothing much changes like how me and my parents are doing. i told you, we have gg. no, not good god, is generation gap.

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