Monday, August 31, 2009 ; 03:38♥
tell me how many times are we all given chances time and again?if so, is it still alright to give multiple times of mercy?
we all are living in a world full of misleading possibilities.
maybe that will be the excuse you will plead for forgiveness?
i have many questions in my mind.
too many you feel too fed up to ask.
even for me, it is too much to be pondered over.
i have been wasting my life. every second of my life spent by wasting was purely due to laziness. or maybe i should just treat it as wasting it happily and fruitfully? i have no mood to study anything apart from foreign languages. weird huh? i can spend time writing korean essays, studying and practising hiragana charts; keeping myself occupied with things i love to do isin't that bad right?
however, time is not enough for me. time is never enough. life is too short for us to hate others. i think i just spent that useless amount of time, recently. enough said. if you know, you'll know. she should just not exist. oh great, i just spent that 2 seconds of time letting her image and words flow through my mind.
i hope i'll change. to a better person and stop wasting life like this. i hope school will be better for me. you know, friends just play part of important role in your studies. i don't wish that history will repeat itself. period
