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Saturday, August 01, 2009 ; 15:25♥

yes, yes. hospital is really scary. the moment i was wheelchaired in and told to lie down on the single bed, i almost cried my lungs out. i saw many nurses in the emergency unit room and lying down all around are people who are (weird, totally weird) beaten up or bleeding profusely, or even very very old uncles and aunties.

apart from that, my head and eyes went crazy. so let me just start my story when my movement started to be immobilized.

i had this medication (pills) which i took it to prevent myself from vomiting. and yes. this is it. metoclopramide. this medicine made me to have my head and eyes uncontrolled. i felt like a stroke patient, or in another words, robot. my movements of head and eyes were controlled severely.

I went to the clinic down my house. while waiting for the queue, i could feel that my eyes are being squashed and gonna just drop out. it was so unbearable for me. i couldnt even close my eyes for 1 sec. i forced myhands to cover my eyes, but it just moved, and my eyes opened again.

my turn to get into the room. yes. the doctor asked me to relax cos it is actually the side effects of metoclopramide( which i was given in another clinic to prevent vomitting). how cool. i can't control anymore. i felt so scared. and the doctor told me she ran out of the medicinal jab. after talking so much to my mom, she ask us to go to another clinic nearby. and so, we did.

i walked with panic. i was so scared i step onto something because my head could only look UPWARDS. yes, mobilized in the upwards position. my neck almost broke. so we reached another clinic, and hurray!** the doctor don't have the jab as well.

so we cabbed to cck polyclinic. after waiting for half hour or more, we finally got it. the doctor say that they don't have this kinda medication as well. sooooooo, we cabbed to NUH. and yes, my head position changed. it was previously facing UPWARDS, but then it changed to RIGHTWARDS. my neck was twisted like siao. no matter how much i turn to the left, it will automatically turn back to right, i mean, real extreme right. even my eyes keep looking upwards. till then, i realised that i was a bit scary. mmmmm.

then i was to make a body checkup. after which, i was told to sit on the wheelchair and got into this really scary place called A&E. the nurses all looked professional and calm. i felt relieved. however, not so yet. my head turned right and right and right and only right! like wth! cos i was lying on the bed, i told the nurse who was nearby me that i was feeling very uncomfortable. (you will never be able to imagine this cos who the hell will push you head upwards or rightwards and feeling that your eyes are squashed and gonna drop out?)

one of the nurses came and told me to wait cos the doctor was attending to other patients. well then, she say i have to wait for 1 to 2 hours. meaning, my head will turn right until the doctor comes? i was so tired already. and i tried to just stay still since it turned to the right, but still, uncontrollable. my head will turn straight again, and the cycle continues.

finally the doctor came. i was in much pain cos my neck srsly almost broke. she gave me a jab into the veins of my hand. i couldn't care much abt the injection cos my neck was much more painful.

after a while, around less than half an hour, everything subsided. my head regained back to normal. and oh yes, did i mention that there is this uncle whom i think he is damn childish? yes he is. he had bruises (i can still rmb his face) all over him. the doctor asked him what happened. and he replied ' i fought with someone else'. so he think very cool la. i saw his ear bleeding profusely.

and yes, there came another bangala. the kpo uncle asked what happened to his finger, he said he broke his finger. hmmm. alright anyway, i was fine after settling there for more than 3 hours. ( waiting for doctor, waiting for medicine to process...)

dear mommy was waiting for me outside A&E. i tried to have fish porridge, but still, only a mouthful.

so on our way back, i was thinking to myself, why why why will the doctor prescribed me that kinda medicine in the first place? just take a look at the side effects it caused me:

tremors, or restless muscle movements in your eyes, tongue, jaw, or neck;
mask-like appearance of the face;
fever, stiff muscles, confusion, sweating, fast or uneven heartbeats, rapid breathing;
depressed mood, thoughts of suicide or hurting yourself;
hallucinations, anxiety, agitation, jittery feeling, trouble staying still;
swelling, fluid retention;
jaundice (yellowing of your skin or eyes); or
seizure (convulsions).

anyway, it's all over isin't it? but still, i am so traumatized of what happened to me previously.

whatever it is, my please me mine photobook will be here next saturday!!!! woohoo! still pondering if i should get that 88 bucks 6 sets of dvds of dbsk. hmmm. 88 leh!!